Something Familial.
A Community.
And it changed in an instant
with a decision not mine.
Now I'm out.
Cast aside
An outsider
An interloper
I used to be a main character
But no longer invited.
No longer welcome
As always
I cleave my own path
Driving ever forward and upward y
Just like before.
My soles are heavy
My heart is hemorrhaging
And sometimes I venture alone
A trail blazed with people
Loved, lost, and left behind.
Some days my compass spins
my soul aches
My baggage is heavy
Some days I wander
Other days I'm lost
And other days,
I'm a Tolkien quote
From a dull throb to agony
Onward I go
Just a few more miles
journey to the next destination
And hope for a better view
